WAKE UP!

Yay!! It's about time I share another song that I really like :) In another life I would probably be a musician, It's more than just the beats for me the lyrical content is also important.
     Verse two of this song got to me.
   
         ENJOY.

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        I think I need to face what I could have been
        in order to understand and accept what I am.

                                              Cecilia Ahern

AMEN

I stumbled on another blog today, The post I read had to do with asking God for healing. After reading the comments I had to kneel down, Pray and asked God for forgiveness. People have serious issues terrible heartaches that would take a miracle to fix and I am here fussing about something that I gave permission to tear me apart. I know the disappointing heart crushing feeling isn't fantastic but I can't even begin to compare my situation to what I just read, If half of it is true I don't even wish that to my enemies.
            Heavenly Father, I ask for forgiveness, wisdom, healing, strength, happiness. Teach me to count my blessings help my heart to forgive, heal my soul. Put me back together again. I know that this isn't the end of the book, It might be the end of a chapter.You are forever faithful Lord. Amen.
      I always say ''pick a struggle" I think it's time I picked mine and by picking mine that means choosing me, being selfish. I will always choose myself cause the truth remains that, "When push comes to shove only a few people will really come through for you" That's if you aren't left to deal with it alone.
                 
                                                   So help me God.

MERCI MON AGENDA

Dear Diary,
                        I have so much that I would love to say to you, but let me start by saying that starting this blog wasn't a bad idea. You have been there for me when I can't express my emotions verbally, all I need to do is come here and write. And I would feel better automatically, You have helped me grow with my writing when I read my earlier posts to the newest ones I see growth and to me that is beauty. Because of you I have paid more attention to my punctuations lol (even though I still have a long way to go) starting this blog has been one of the best decisions I made in my entire life, it's like having an invisible friend.
          The few feedbacks I have gotten from people, Especially seasoned writers blows my mind that people I respect a lot as writers visit my blog.
Thank you HER DIARY TODAY for giving me an opportunity to find myself, express myself, love and accept my flaws even when it's extremely hard. I will try to post often (I say that all the time) and publish all the writing that I have stored in drafts, when the time is right.
                                   
                                           Love always
                                                          Edwina Akpabio.