Fresh Start

The past eight months has been one hell of a roller coaster ride.
 I still can't believe everything that has happened and is still happening, Sometimes I feel like I'm in a trance. They're days that I'm extremely happy about everything, and they are days that I am worried, scared and afraid. Last month I made a decision to be a lot calmer, and take everything one step at a time. Learning to overlook a lot of things and be patient instead....Time goes by so fast with no replays or rewinds. Personal peace, Patience is the new bedrock.
Happy New Month in advance Guys..Can we be friends again? 

DEAR FUTURE HUSBAND...

I need you to get me. I need you to know that I have a million insecurities, I need you to be patient with me. I do not need the "typical" kind of loving. I need a special kind of love, one that won't be quick to judge but patient enough to listen and guide in the right path.
   There is a 100 percent chance that I will have a nervous breakdown while walking on that aisle to you, I need you to gaze directly into my eyes telling me, I'm the best thing that has ever happened to you, and letting me know that we will work together believing God. I'm properly going to walk in to your life damaged with all of my rags.  I hope you understand that, being scared of going into this union with you is not because I don't love you. I love you my king, you are the best thing ever. I will gladly give you everything and be the best for you. My fear comes from my broken pieces, my insecurities, my childhood experiences but with you by my side I know that I will be okay.
I've said yes because I feel your beautiful kind of Love. 

2016

1. Don't trust anyone--Jeremiah 17:5

2. You (me,she,her, Edwina) come first, I have given friends everything in the past, it's time to put me first. #SelfLoveReloaded

3. Learn how to say no, If you don't have a strong conviction about something, don't compromise by saying yes just to be called a good person or make the other person feel good, except it is a life or death situation. At the end of the day you can't please everyone. #PeopleWillAlwaysFindSomethingToSayAboutYou

4. Never forget that things in life are not always what they seem to be. People are not always how they seem to be. Tread carefully and above all ask God for wisdom everyday---Proverbs 8:11-12, James 1:5 #GodAboveAll

5. Make money, travel-see the world, live-laugh-love. Find happiness in the little things, make yourself happy best way you can. #TheTruthIsYouOnlyLiveOnceMakeItCount

6. God uses the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; and He chooses things that are powerless to shame those who are powerful. 1 Corinthians 1:27. Don't ever make anyone think that you are not good enough or that you will never amount to anything in life. God has you always, don't stop believing. #GodIsTheGreatest

7. Learn from your past mistakes, try not to make the same mistakes. Cut off from destiny killers ; Oh yes! that's a real thing. keep the people with bad energy in the past where they belong. #YouWereNotBornToBeEveryonesFriendOrEvenTalkToEveryone

Have a wonderful year Edwina, walk away from negativity - No, run away from negativity. Keep loved ones close, be good to the few real / genuine people you have around you, and keep them close. Love will find you this year, this is the year of the lover. Speak positive things, prophesy good things and blessings into your life. Declare God's words daily. Declare that you are a child of God, and His plans for you are of good, Speak faith filled words. God never fails, He is not in the business of letting people down and this is your year.
WALK IN HIS BLESSINGS.