BROKEN

My faith in God has been tested one too many times this year, today I had to ask myself the question I NEVER want to ask myself again. Is there really a God?

       I asked my pastor and of course his reply was there is God, followed with words of encouragements.  I have heard enough encouraging words to last even if I come back to the world 10 times, but when life deals you the cards that I have been dealt with it make me really ask, is there really an end? honestly my strength is failing me slowly and I am afraid of what will happen when I finally hit rock bottom cause rock bottom is in sight.
    Till then, I hope a miracle happens.  
**Sighs***