TALENT

Rihanna is a god, I'm a music lover so I have a lot of favorite musicians, but today Rihanna is King...
I listened to one of her old songs "Cold Case Love" and I heard it in a way I haven't before, something about it got to me. ( weird, I know)
     After listening my thoughts wandered to a lot of other talented people that I know and it made me ask myself, Whats my talent? Even as I'm typing this I still don't know what my talent is.
I don't want to say writing even though a lot of stories pop into my head on a daily, I hate writing and I still can't get the hang of ''dem punctuations'' lol, So writing is out of it.
               So what is???
Isn't that something everyone has? well everyone except me lol, so I will dedicate the rest of the weekend figuring out what my talent is hahaha.
 
Laters :*

NIGHTMARE

I woke up at about past 1AM to pee, I just felt this cloud of sadness looming over me.  I was like common!! it past 1AM for God's sake who feels this way in the middle of the night.....Jeez!! well I prayed, and rejected the feeling and went back to sleep.

WISHES

Lately, with me feeling all kinds of sadness and let down. I don't think I will be back here in a very very very long time, if I had my way I would change my numbers, cut off communication with everyone, start a new life entirely (the things we see in movies / read about) this blog will be the only link to my new life.

WORDS

I think I'm still feeling numb, I started this year feeling numb pretending that I was okay, crying alone inside the room.  Last year ended with a loved one say hurtful words to me unintentionally, while I kept a straight face acting like the words meant nothing. So far it has been 96 hours since 2015

THE REAL

So far 2015 has been uneventful, for the first time in two years I spent christmas and new year's eve back home, yay!! or so I thought it would be. Well it wasn't. This turned out to be the worst christmas and new year's eve ever.
                     What happened to christmas??

2015

                                Happy New Year everyone.

                           YAY!!! I made it. whew!!!
 2014 was something,  I laughed, I cried, I prayed, I failed, I succeeded, I learnt...... there was a lot of I's last year but most importantly I'm thankful even though last year didn't  turn out exactly as I expected, I made it out.  YASSSSSS!!!
This year I hope to be better, changed, draw positive energy, get rid of all negativity, believe in myself more, be a little selfish (yes it sounds bad but i need to)
 Am still tired from last night's church service and the turn up after, I can feel my brain shutting down lol.  So I will put up a more detailed post tomorrow. :) Yes this year is herdairytoday's year i will be posting everyday.
   
       I wish everyone who reads this all the best 2015 has to offer, May God bless us all. Amen.