WISHES

Lately, with me feeling all kinds of sadness and let down. I don't think I will be back here in a very very very long time, if I had my way I would change my numbers, cut off communication with everyone, start a new life entirely (the things we see in movies / read about) this blog will be the only link to my new life.

WORDS

I think I'm still feeling numb, I started this year feeling numb pretending that I was okay, crying alone inside the room.  Last year ended with a loved one say hurtful words to me unintentionally, while I kept a straight face acting like the words meant nothing. So far it has been 96 hours since 2015

THE REAL

So far 2015 has been uneventful, for the first time in two years I spent christmas and new year's eve back home, yay!! or so I thought it would be. Well it wasn't. This turned out to be the worst christmas and new year's eve ever.
                     What happened to christmas??

2015

                                Happy New Year everyone.

                           YAY!!! I made it. whew!!!
 2014 was something,  I laughed, I cried, I prayed, I failed, I succeeded, I learnt...... there was a lot of I's last year but most importantly I'm thankful even though last year didn't  turn out exactly as I expected, I made it out.  YASSSSSS!!!
This year I hope to be better, changed, draw positive energy, get rid of all negativity, believe in myself more, be a little selfish (yes it sounds bad but i need to)
 Am still tired from last night's church service and the turn up after, I can feel my brain shutting down lol.  So I will put up a more detailed post tomorrow. :) Yes this year is herdairytoday's year i will be posting everyday.
   
       I wish everyone who reads this all the best 2015 has to offer, May God bless us all. Amen.